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  From temporary protector...

  To love of a lifetime!

  Obstetrician Rae Rawlstone has worked hard to distance herself from her fame-seeking family and scandalous past. Only now her past is catching up with her—because she’s spending Christmas under the protection of ex-army surgeon and first love Major Myles Garrington! Behind the shadows of her bodyguard’s gorgeous eyes, Rae recognizes they have more than chemistry in common. Could learning to trust one another lead to happy-ever-after?

  “Ms. Hawkes has delivered a fantastic read in this book where the chemistry between this couple was heady and convincing....”

  —Harlequin Junkie on A Bride to Redeem Him

  “...it was right at the end that had me smiling a lot, because of how far the hero and heroine have come in their relationship.”

  —Harlequin Junkie on Tempted by Dr. Off-Limits

  “Ma’am,” he ground out stiffly before his brain got into gear.

  It was ridiculous given how they’d once known each other, and he wasn’t surprised she hesitated before sliding her smaller palm against his and managing a stiff handshake.

  “Major.”

  Did he just feel a jolt of...something surge through him?

  Impossible.

  So why was he having to fight himself not to snatch his hand away?

  Myles glanced back at her. Almost involuntarily he couldn’t help noticing she looked rather less tawdry and rather more tired than he’d been anticipating. And visibly uncomfortable.

  Fragile.

  He had no words to articulate why he felt so upended. Or even what it was. Which was when she opened her mouth and bit out, “I don’t want you as my bodyguard.”

  Dear Reader,

  When I was invited to write a Christmas story, I was honored. But what should I write? I had a lovely, happy childhood; however—my parents would laughingly agree—Christmas was never our easiest time of year!

  Their business meant that winter was always the busiest time (four hours’ sleep a night for Dad, hospital shifts for Mum) with Christmas always some dark, looming obstacle. Nonetheless, Mum always made sure we had a tree (albeit on Christmas Eve a couple of years), cooked a full turkey meal with trimmings and could be up wrapping presents in the early hours of Christmas morning.

  But what really mattered was that we got to be a family together those two days. We were with the people we loved. Which was exactly what I wanted for my heroine, Rae, and her hero, Myles. And who better to take inspiration from than my mum again, after she’d been a medic for a team of volunteers abroad, digging wells and building a school?

  Incidentally, now, as retirees (septuagenarians who still call 7:30 a lie-in!), my parents can finally indulge in Christmas, their only chore being to spoil their grandsons, for whom, at four and six, it is indeed the most magical time of the year!

  I do hope you enjoy reading Christmas with Her Bodyguard. It’s lovely to hear from readers, so I’d love it if you dropped by my website, charlotte-hawkes.com, and shared your own Christmas stories.

  Happy holidays!

  Charlotte x

  Christmas with Her Bodyguard

  Charlotte Hawkes

  Books by Charlotte Hawkes

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  The Army Doc’s Secret Wife

  The Surgeon’s Baby Surprise

  A Bride to Redeem Him

  The Surgeon’s One-Night Baby

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  To Mum.

  For all the hats you wore! You’re my inspiration xxx

  Praise for Charlotte Hawkes

  “The romance that shone throughout the story was well-written, well thought out and one of greatness. The characters were some of the most thought out that I’ve come across lately. This is definitely one to pick up for an amazing story.”

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  Contents

  CHAPTER ONE

  CHAPTER TWO

  CHAPTER THREE

  CHAPTER FOUR

  CHAPTER FIVE

  CHAPTER SIX

  CHAPTER SEVEN

  CHAPTER EIGHT

  CHAPTER NINE

  CHAPTER TEN

  CHAPTER ELEVEN

  CHAPTER TWELVE

  CHAPTER THIRTEEN

  CHAPTER FOURTEEN

  CHAPTER FIFTEEN

  EXCERPT FROM THEIR CHRISTMAS TO REMEMBER BY AMALIE BERLIN

  CHAPTER ONE

  ‘REALLY, RAFE.’ GRITTING her teeth to stay calm, Rae hurried behind her half-brother’s long strides as he burned through the Rawlstone Group’s UK headquarters. ‘I appreciate you’re only looking out for me, but I really don’t need a bodyguard. Especially around Christmas.’

  Her stomach roiled at the mere thought of another bodyguard. Even after all these years.

  ‘I’m sorry, Rae.’ He sounded genuinely regretful. ‘If there were any other way...’

  ‘There has to be,’ she pleaded. ‘Please, Rafe, you know the press will take any excuse to rake up the past. They never believed in my innocence as it was, and I couldn’t bear it. Not again.’

  Another stomach lurch. It was hard enough putting up with paparazzi dogging her daily life, pretending she didn’t care what lies they wrote about her, or how little the public thought of her. She certainly didn’t need to give them a reason to rerun all those stories of her utterly spectacular plummet into shame almost fourteen years ago.

  No matter what she’d done to try to redeem herself, they had refused to believe that she’d known nothing about the sex tape, let alone leaked it. It had taken her ten years and a career in medicine to get them to finally stop linking her—usually scandalously—to every Hollywood A-lister, every rock musician, or every trust-fund kid in whose presence she was spotted.

  It hadn’t mattered that she’d barely even exchanged a word with some of them, let alone dated them. Sex sold. Scandal sold. That was all that mattered to them for so, so long. Only in the last four years had they finally, reluctantly, begun to come around to her side.

  A bodyguard would undo all that good work. She could just read the headlines now.

  Scarlet woman Raevenne Rawlstone finally takes a new bodyguard. Will he be as undercover as the last one?

  And that would be one of the tamer offerings.

  Hot shame flooded her body as X-rated images, intimate moments that never had been anything but private, filled her brain.

  ‘I can’t have another bodyguard,’ she choked out. ‘I won’t.’

  Abruptly, her legs gave out and she just about made it to the wall for support, the old stonework rough beneath her hands. She’d trailed her fingers over their cool surface many times in the past, but tonight they seemed colder than usual, sapping her body heat as unseen edges cut into her skin. Rae withdrew her hand abruptly.

  She usually loved visiting Rafe here. The offices might be as super high-tech as every other square millimetre of real estate in the company’s portfolio, but Rafe’s flair for restoring vast, old buildings, with their inspiring architecture, always had her gasping with admiration.

  Today, however, she barely notic
ed the glorious stonework or vaulted ceilings. December was in a matter of weeks and yet she couldn’t envisage the festive lights and decorations that would go transform this place into something infinitely magical. She didn’t even think about the fact that, when the offices closed their proverbial business doors for the Christmas shutdown, Rafe would open the physical doors to the house and feed the homeless, the way he always did for those ten days.

  Her half-brother was moving back to her, reaching out to cup her shoulder, the closest he came to a hug. None of the Rawlstone clan found it easy to show emotion—an overhang from their mutual father, the cold and remote Ronald Rawlstone—but she and Rafe both knew they cared about each other.

  ‘We’ll deal with the press if we need to. You won’t be alone, Rae. But I told you, I received a death threat the other day.’

  ‘We always receive death threats.’ She waved her hands desperately. ‘We’re Rawlstones.’

  Or at least her side of the Rawlstone family always received death threats. Her limelight-loving sisters and mother had made it their mission with their Life in the Rawl reality show.

  By contrast their half-brother, Rafe, CEO of the Rawlstone Group and former British army officer, was generally universally adored. At least by the press and public.

  ‘This one is credible,’ he replied simply. ‘So, it’s precisely because it is Christmas that I need to know you’re safe. Especially with all the festive fundraisers and seasonal socials you’ll no doubt be compelled to attend. Your sisters already have bigger personal protection details than even they need, as does your mother. It’s you I worry about.’

  She stared miserably at some fixed point on the stonework that her eyes didn’t even see. ‘They’ll bring it all back up...what happened with Justin.’

  The images flashed up again and she squeezed her eyes shut. It didn’t help. She could still see it. The moment she’d lost her virginity played out on social media for the world to see.

  She might have gagged, she couldn’t be sure, but suddenly she was wrapped in a tight, if awkward, embrace.

  ‘The guy was a piece of scum.’ Controlled fury laced his voice along with a thread of guilt, and she hated that her half-brother felt even slightly responsible for the mistakes she’d made so many years ago. ‘I’ll never let anything like that happen to you again.’

  ‘You can’t promise that.’ Her voice sounded more strained than she would have preferred.

  ‘I can.’ Releasing her slightly, Rafe took a step back. ‘I personally requested the guy I’ve chosen to be our bodyguard. I trust him. He’s a major from my army days.’

  Her heart actually stopped beating for a moment.

  And another.

  It took everything she had to tell herself not to be so foolish. That it couldn’t possibly be. And still her throat was thick, constricted, her tongue too big for her mouth, when she replied.

  ‘He’s some major or other from your army days?’

  ‘Not some major,’ Rafe disapproved. ‘Myles is one of the best officers I had the pleasure to serve with.

  Everything receded. Went black.

  She had no idea how long she stood there but when she came back, squeezing her eyes closed, she was eternally grateful that Rafe was too busy marching along to have turned around to look at her.

  There seemed little point in trying to soothe and corral her skittering heart but she made a valiant effort nonetheless.

  ‘Myles.’

  As if, perhaps, it could possibly be a different Myles.

  ‘That’s right, Major Myles Garrington.’ She could practically hear Rafe’s eye-roll. ‘I mentioned it was him before. Keep up, Rae.’

  ‘You didn’t,’ she managed feebly.

  Myles. Numbness crept over her, but she had to hold herself together. Especially in front of Rafe. Her half-brother’s opinion was the only one that mattered to her these days; she certainly couldn’t let him know how she’d thrown herself at his best friend all those years ago.

  She managed to stumble after him.

  ‘Oh, well, no matter.’ Rafe was oblivious. ‘Myles is a decent bloke—you’ll like him. You might not remember but you even met him once. He came with me the one and only Christmas holiday I spent with your family...oh, probably fifteen years ago now.’

  Actually, fifteen years and two months ago. Not that she was counting. Much.

  It was the only Christmas that Rafe had come to his half-family’s home. It had been at their mutual father’s insistence. As though the shocking death of his first wife had made Ronald Rawlstone suddenly remember the son he’d had little contact with—other than sending monthly financial support—for the best part of two decades.

  She still didn’t know why Rafe had agreed—duty, probably, her half-brother had a strong sense of duty—she only knew that he’d brought his best friend, a fellow junior army officer, with him.

  Myles Garrington.

  He had changed her life in so many ways. Not all of them good.

  And how humiliating that the numbness was only now beginning to recede because her traitorous body was already tingling at the memories of Myles that began to lace their way into her brain. Memories she’d spent fifteen years trying to bury.

  The attraction between her and Myles when he’d walked into the Rawlstone family home with Rafe had been instantaneous. Its intensity had side-swiped her, and at seventeen—barely a few months off eighteen—it had been long overdue. Myles had just turned twenty-one, a medical student at uni, and already a junior officer in the British army. He’d seemed so much wiser and more mature than the American boys from her high school, and she’d fallen so very hard, so very fast. She’d genuinely believed him to be her first love. With the benefit of hindsight, of course, she recognised it for what it had really been...her first intense crush. Nothing more.

  But still, when she looked back over that Christmas holiday she knew she’d acted wantonly. Then again, he hadn’t exactly beaten her off him.

  Except for that last night.

  ‘Anyway,’ the usually astute Rafe continued, his pace unrelenting, ‘Myles was one of the best officers the British army had.’

  ‘Had?’

  A sense of foreboding crept over her. Being an army trauma doctor had been Myles’ sole focus in life. She couldn’t imagine him ever leaving of his own volition.

  ‘He left six months ago.’

  ‘Why?’

  To most other people it would have been indiscernible, but Rae didn’t miss Rafe’s uncharacteristic beat of hesitation.

  ‘There was a village. A fire. One of the riflemen protecting Myles’ medical team...died. Myles was injured badly, too... His hand. He couldn’t operate for a while but he couldn’t stand the idea of getting stuck behind a desk. Possibly there was a degree of survivor’s guilt, too. He’d been going through the process of coming to the States anyway so taking a clinical observation post under your supervision means he can still do that whilst also protecting you around the clock.’

  ‘Round the clock?’ She gasped. ‘He can’t live with me.’

  ‘Do you want to stay safe, or would you prefer to pander to your sensibilities?’

  ‘Rafe—’

  ‘Relax.’ He cut her off with a half-smile. ‘I don’t mean to needle you. For the moment it seems this threat is UK-based, so he’ll accompany you to your lecture tonight and on the private jet back to the States tomorrow. But he won’t need to live with you... I’ve purchased the property next door.’

  There was no reason for her to feel so panicked. No reason at all. And if there was, she told herself firmly, it was at the idea that people had been hurt. Not at the thought of being in Myles’ company twenty-four seven.

  ‘Wait, you said Myles was hurt?’

  Clearly there was more to it than that but it was little comfort to know her instincts had been correct.
Still, since Rafe hadn’t stopped pounding along the corridors leaving Rae’s legs burning as she tried to keep up, this wasn’t going to be the ideal time to press him on it.

  ‘Wind your neck in, Rae. I didn’t say that.’

  It was so far from Rafe’s usual lexicon that there was no missing his agitation. Which perhaps helped to explain why he apparently hadn’t noticed she’d gone from pretending not to remember Myles to showing fear he had been hurt.

  Ironically, that only stirred her up all the more. Still, she needed to be more careful. More blasé.

  ‘Wind my neck in?’ She fought back her agitation to teasing him, shedding her American accent in order to imitate his vaguely plummy English pitch. ‘My dear brother, I do believe you’re the one who had me practically frogmarched from my thirty-six-hour shift at the hospital onto your private jet and flown across the Atlantic. Yet I’m the one who needs to “wind my neck in”?’

  ‘Funny, Rae.’ She could almost hear him roll his eyes at her. ‘Your impersonation leaves a lot to be desired. You could take the Dick Van Dyke award for abysmal cockney accents. I’ll warn Myles.’

  She forced a laugh and told herself she wasn’t getting anxious. She had to pretend that his existence meant absolutely nothing to her.

  Which, of course, it did.

  It was only galling that she didn’t find herself remotely convincing.

  ‘Fine.’ She forced a dazzling grin even though her half-brother couldn’t see her. ‘You try my accent. I bet you can’t sound like a New Yorker.’

  ‘Rae,’ he cautioned.

  ‘Seriously, give it a try.’

  ‘Raevenne.’ He stopped at last, turning around to face her, his hands on her shoulders. ‘Stop panicking.’

  Her stomach somersaulted again. Her half-brother knew? Surely that was impossible.

  She was only relieved she’d slept most of the plane journey and her shift at the hospital had been so busy that she hadn’t eaten more than a biscuit for the last eighteen hours. At least it meant there was nothing to regurgitate.